RIP Chris Cornell

In 1992, I had a page cut out of a magazine hanging on my wall with a picture of Chris Cornell onstage with Soundgarden, and the caption, “It takes a big heart and a healthy set of lungs to be the voice of a generation.”

This one hurts a lot.

Chris Cornell pretty much got me through high school. That he took his own life after giving hope and solace to me, and people like me, for thirty years…it’s just, it’s is a fathomless loss.

I saw Chris perform with Temple of the Dog in Los Angeles in November. He was magnetic and playful and sounded unbelievable. I didn’t expect him to sound as good as he did post-50, and post so many years on the road and everything else. It was kind of breathtaking.

My heart breaks for his many bandmates, and his family, especially his kids. 18 months ago, he performed Bob Marley’s “Redemption Song” with his daughter Toni, and it’s wonderful, but highlights what a loss today represents.

When I started Sci-Fi Romance, people asked me what we sounded like, and I always told them, “You ever hear that time Johnny Cash covered Soundgarden? Like that.”

I have performed one of Chris’ songs — Temple of the Dog’s “Wooden Jesus.” But nobody can sing like he did, so I changed it up. Doing a shitty cover where I tried to ape a legendary voice didn’t seem like any fit way to pay respect.

Peace, Chris. You are missed already.


A Letter to Trump Voters

You won, and everybody in America wants to know what happens next

It always feels good when your side wins, and you won big. You now control the White House, both houses of Congress, your guy will appoint potentially several Supreme Court justices, and you’ve got a big lead in state governors and legislatures. You’re in charge.

But a lot of Americans are really, really worried, and they have a right to be. The president-elect said a lot of really divisive things on the campaign trail to get where he is right now. And I heard a lot of you on television and radio saying, “I don’t agree with *everything* he says.” Maybe you voted for him because of economic issues, or because you wanted to throw a brick through the windshield of status-quo electoral politics. If that’s the case, I don’t understand personally why you sent so many incumbents back to Washington, but it’s your ballot.

Now that you are in power, I ask you to use that power wisely.

One reason why so many people are so scared right now is because maybe you don’t agree with “everything” the president-elect said on the campaign trail, but folks don’t know which parts you like and which you don’t. When people listen to 59 million Americans saying “Make America great again, like it was in the 1950s,” they don’t hear “…when there was a strong middle class,” they hear instead, “…when we had Jim Crow laws and African Americans had to use separate facilities.” A time when minorities needed a Green Book to know how to simply stay safe on family vacations. For millions of survivors of sexual assault, having a president who says of women that “You have to treat ’em like shit” feels like an existential threat. For people who simply believe in America, the idea of throwing our political opponents in jail conjures Franco in Spain, Mussolini in Italy, and Hitler in Germany. And these people are not wrong in hearing those things in the president-elect’s words. Those are, in fact, the same things those dictators said, and people who lionize those dictators supported the president-elect and voted for him, just like you did.

Paul Ryan himself described some of the president-elect’s comments as “the textbook definition of racism,” and in less than 48 hours since the election results were announced, the country has seen swastikas spray painted on schools, students lining up to threaten their fellow, Hispanic students with deportation, and strangers verbally attacking minorities in public. So people have legitimate, founded-in-reality reasons to be worried.

If you don’t agree with that kind of behavior, you have to stand up and be a voice against it, too. You must, and right now. Today. If your kids are chanting “Build That Wall” at their classmates or telling Black students to go back to picking cotton, you need to sit your kids down right now and get some things straight with them. Because your silence is an endorsement, and it’s terrifying to the people who believe America is better than that, and whose lives are now under open threat.

There are a lot of eyes on you now. Like Uncle Ben told Peter Parker, “With great power comes great responsibility.” You must be vigilant. You must make sure that those incumbents you sent back to DC stand up for what is right, and speak up against disenfranchisement, and bigotry, and hate speech, and you must raise your voice to guarantee that is never again enshrined in the laws of this country. You need to prove the fears of millions of Americans wrong. Please. You must do this.

Because I also heard a lot of you say about the president-elect that, “he tells it like it is.” He empirically does not tell it like it is. This is a fact. It is not how I feel, or how Hillary supporters feel, it is a fact. No matter how much you dislike the man, President Obama was not born in Kenya and is not a Muslim. Those are simply untruths, and it’s up to you to hold this man who has said all of these things to a higher standard now that you have elected him to the Presidency. You must hold your Senators and Representatives to that standard, as well. You must seek out the truth, and not settle for hearing reinforced what you only believe to be true. We all have to do this.

And if your elected leaders don’t live up, you’ve got to get them out, regardless of party. Remember that when Republicans got carte blanche in Kansas, it didn’t go very well. Like Stephen Colbert said, for too long we’ve been “worrying about winning and not what the consequence of winning is.”  Nobody can wave a wand to bring jobs back, and reality is fluid. You can’t step in the same river twice, and the time for some things, some jobs, certainly, has passed by and will not return. We all have to figure out the future and adapt together.

All eyes are on you. You are in the lead, and you must now lead by an example that doesn’t push people to the margins. If you feel marginalized, you know better than most how awful it is, and vulnerable people across the country are worried you now seek to visit that same hardship on their heads.

Don’t do it. Empathy will bring us together. Not payback. And silence in the face of injustice is complicity.


– A folk singer and videographer from Texas, living in California.

The Couch Abides

A few weeks ago, Couch by Couchwest, the online music festival for everybody who couldn’t or didn’t want to go to South by Southwest, called it a day. They started in 2011, and they were recommended to me just before we released The Ghost of John Henry in 2012, so Sci-Fi Romance participated in every year but the festival’s first.

As a tip of the cap and a thank you to the festival organizers, who all had their own lives, jobs, blogs, cats, taco recipes, dogs, and beer can pyramids to attend to, I decided to make one more video, and keep the spirit of Couch by Couchwest alive for 2016. So I give you “The Masque of the Red Death, 1964” from our October EP, recorded in my garage two nights ago.

If you weren’t hip to CXCW, it presented a staggering — staggering! — amount of great music recorded in fields, back yards, front porches, living rooms, bathrooms, and kitchens all over the world. Do yourself a favor if you haven’t and spend some time going through the archives on their site. You can catch up on all the Sci-Fi Romance performances here, for instance. But if you only have time for one video, I will leave you with what is probably my favorite: Rosanne Cash and her band playing “A Feather’s Not a Bird.”